I'm better today

 I think I've been on edge since last week tbh.  My sister past away around this time about 16 years ago, and it has been a lot on me lately.  Me and my sister were pretty close, and I felt like I could talk to her about anything.  It doesn't help to see all 9/11 stuff on TV because it's a cruel reminder of such a dark time in my life.  I am better today though.

One of my best friend's has been having a hard time with family issues recently, and she doesn't really confide in me at all about it.  I wish she could feel like she could talk to me about it, but I guess she doesn't.  Either way I hope that things get better for her.  

I took my mom to her doctor's appointment this morning, and my dad is going to drive her back home.  She's been having problems with her legs, and I hope it's nothing really serious.  I'll probably know more about it when she comes back from the doctor.

As for me I've been trying to get my head in a better place.  I've been mostly reading philosophy type books, and trying to do things to calm my anxiety, and my nerves.  Besides my mom I don't really feel like I have anyone else to confide in about how I've been feeling lately.  I will say I have been being more open with people hoping that they'll at least understand where I'm coming from.  Anyway, I'm sorry for the previous post, but I've been an emotional wreck lately.