Jun. 4th, 2018

illusion_is_mine: (P5: Protagonist)
     So this week was my first week back from my vacation, and it was alright I guess?  Last Friday was really rough for me because it seemed like my anxiety, and depression were trying to get the better of me.  It was also that way because a male coworker that I talk all the time to basically gave me the cold shoulder for no reason that day.  He has an annoying, and unpleasant personality anyway so I wasn't surprised that he turned out to be a POS.  Of course the next day he came in all chipper, and talkative like he didn't just brush me off the day before.  I swear he's super toxic, and my current goal is avoid him as much as possible from now on.  For a little backstory he's the guy I've mentioned a few times that acts like he's obsessed with me despite me making it pretty clear that I have no interest in him.  

     That aside I've been getting more guitar practice in since my surgery, and it feels good to start playing again.  It's a lot easier to just pick up the acoustic, and play a few songs since it's not as heavy as the electric guitar.  

    Despite everything I've been doing good overall.  My birthday turned out great, and it was nice to spend time with family and friends.  I'm looking forward to E3 this week to hear about new Nintendo Switch games.  I'm also cautiously optimistic about Bethesda's conference.  I'm curious about the new Fallout 76 game, but I'm not sure if it's a must buy yet until I find out more about it.  Also with my birthday money I ended up buying the Black Panther movie on DVD, and Red Dead Redemption the Game of the Year Edition.  I haven't re-watched Black Panther yet, but I did start Red Dead, and it's a really cool game. 

   As for music I've been listening to lots of metal lately.  It's probably due to my mood this past week, but yeah.  Mostly I've been listening to Before the Dawn, Chelsea Wolfe, Dir en grey, Oceans of Slumber, The Birthday Massacre, and Buck-Tick.  I've had this Ocean's of Slumber song on repeat lately.  I really love their new album a ton.  They sort of remind me of The Gathering a bit which is pretty neat. 

   Also happy Pride month!  :D

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I'm a 32 year old woman. I'm an artist, and I'm into the Gothic subculture. Things that I enjoy include but are not limited to 80's Music, Reading, Drawing, Animation, Playing bass guitar, Gothic rock, indie music, horror films, anime, comics, video games, and sci-fi novels. I don't know what I'd do without music, and art. I listen to Siouxsie and the Banshees way more than I should.