a few updates and new music

[illusion_is_mine]

     So I woke up this morning and realized that my throat was somewhat sore.  I'm hoping that I'm not getting sick.  I avoided getting sick all last year so if I get sick I know I will be utterly miserable.  I do act like a complete child when I'm sick for some reason...lol.  I will try to take some meds, and try to fight this before it blows up into a full blown cold, flu, or whatever the hell this is.

     I've been dealing with feeling anxious a lot better than I thought I would.  It seems like little things have been getting to me, but I'm getting through it.
 

     I had a slight mishap with my baby cousin.  My mom had to rush over my grandmother's house to check up on her because my brother upset her.  Apparently he left his son over her house despite the fact that she had to go to the doctor.  My grandfather was there but he's also in bad health so he was asleep.  The baby basically had to fend for himself.  I hate it when my brother does shit like that knowing that my grandmother is as sick as she is.  He doesn't think about anyone but himself.
 

     That aside, my mom left me with my baby cousin which was fine until she started crying.  I could not for the life of me figure out why she was crying.  She didn't need to be changed, and we were just sitting there watching TV, and she just starts crying.  I immediately try to call my mom, but she doesn't answer her phone.  My saving grace was my sister arriving just in time.  At that point I was scared, and I was glad she came.  She picked her up, and she stopped crying.  I'll just conclude that I know nothing when it comes to dealing with small children...lol.  It turns out she was sick, and wasn't feeling well and just wanted to be held.  
 

     As for music I've been addicted to the new Enter Shikari album.  It's funny since they're not usually a band I would be into due to their style overall, but I'm really digging their new album.  I'm in the process of listening to a few new releases this week.  The new Motorama album is great!  Motorama is a post-punk band from Russia that I've been listening to since their album "Alps."  I've always enjoyed the basslines in their songs, and the feel of their music.  I also need to listen to the new Bjork album.  I have it on my computer but I've yet to listen to it xD!  I also need to catch up on my Japanese indie music releases.  The only one I've listened to so far is the new Ling Toshite Shigure (凛として時雨） best of album, as well as their new single.