unnecessary stress
Jan. 22nd, 2018 08:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
So I want to talk about my situation with the guy I have a crush on at work. Which honestly is a non-situation, but being my anxiety-ridden self I'm making it more than what it is. For the past few days he hasn't been speaking to me which I find sort of strange. I'm not sure if I come off as sort of distant when I talk to him, but it's not because I want to be. It's definitely my social anxiety. I sort of freeze up when he confronts me, and I never know what to say. My mom gave me some pretty good advice which was to treat him like everyone else, and then the nervousness would dissipate some. So when I go to work this week if he doesn't say anything to me I'll speak to him, and ask him how he's doing. I'll try that and see if it works.
Honestly, I hate feeling like this because it's the sort of thing that keeps me up at night. I never want to feel like I'm being mean, or rude to people. It effects me on a deeper level.
On a lighter note, I've been playing lots of Fallout 4, and Borderlands the Pre-Sequel lately. I realized that I needed to finish the main quest on FO4 so I started playing it again. I bought the season pass a while back so that increased the amount of things I need to do in game. Overall I'm enjoying it though. Fallout has easily become one of my favorite game franchises. I'm a sucker for anything post-apocalyptic related anyway. I also need to finish Fallout 3, and New Vegas as well.
Well that's all for now. Here have a song. :)
Honestly, I hate feeling like this because it's the sort of thing that keeps me up at night. I never want to feel like I'm being mean, or rude to people. It effects me on a deeper level.
On a lighter note, I've been playing lots of Fallout 4, and Borderlands the Pre-Sequel lately. I realized that I needed to finish the main quest on FO4 so I started playing it again. I bought the season pass a while back so that increased the amount of things I need to do in game. Overall I'm enjoying it though. Fallout has easily become one of my favorite game franchises. I'm a sucker for anything post-apocalyptic related anyway. I also need to finish Fallout 3, and New Vegas as well.
Well that's all for now. Here have a song. :)