Well that was interesting
Jun. 19th, 2018 12:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
illusion_is_mine It's been a strange week. Do you guys remember that nerdy/creepy guy that wouldn't leave me alone? Well he's ignoring me now, and the guy I had a on crush a while back is talking to me again. Why are men like this? I mean I didn't do anything different, and this whole situation happens. I guess you don't have to do anything. Straight men are very strange to be honest.
I mean I'd be lying if I didn't acknowledge that I was somewhat happy the crush started talking to me, but that's besides the point. He noticed (I guess?) I was wearing a Persona 5 shirt, and he's like "Hey Ashley, that's an awesome shirt!" First of all I didn't think he knew me name, second of all It's cool he likes Persona 5, but I'm still very cautious about this whole thing. I don't feel like I can trust most straight men, and their intentions towards me. I mean I'm not against being friends with guys, but they're so goddam fickle it's unreal. Many of them have no idea what the hell they want weather it be friendship, relationship or otherwise. I don't like it when people play games with me so I'm over it tbh. I'll just keep doing me, and remain cautious.
On a lighter note I ended up pre-ordering Fallout 76 for the beta. Bethesda is still leaving many of us Fallout fans in the dark about a lot of the game's mechanics, but I figure since I'm playing the beta I should be able to decide weather I enjoy it or not from that. It's a multiplayer survival rpg apparently, but we'll see how that all plays out. I've actually found a like-minded group of people on discord to play the game with when it comes out in November so I'm excited. I'll admit the map of post-apocalyptic West Virginia looks really beautiful, and the No Clip doc on how they made the game won me over. Here's the trailer Bethesda showed at the e3 conference for the game. The song they used in the trailer is really perfect.
I mean I'd be lying if I didn't acknowledge that I was somewhat happy the crush started talking to me, but that's besides the point. He noticed (I guess?) I was wearing a Persona 5 shirt, and he's like "Hey Ashley, that's an awesome shirt!" First of all I didn't think he knew me name, second of all It's cool he likes Persona 5, but I'm still very cautious about this whole thing. I don't feel like I can trust most straight men, and their intentions towards me. I mean I'm not against being friends with guys, but they're so goddam fickle it's unreal. Many of them have no idea what the hell they want weather it be friendship, relationship or otherwise. I don't like it when people play games with me so I'm over it tbh. I'll just keep doing me, and remain cautious.
On a lighter note I ended up pre-ordering Fallout 76 for the beta. Bethesda is still leaving many of us Fallout fans in the dark about a lot of the game's mechanics, but I figure since I'm playing the beta I should be able to decide weather I enjoy it or not from that. It's a multiplayer survival rpg apparently, but we'll see how that all plays out. I've actually found a like-minded group of people on discord to play the game with when it comes out in November so I'm excited. I'll admit the map of post-apocalyptic West Virginia looks really beautiful, and the No Clip doc on how they made the game won me over. Here's the trailer Bethesda showed at the e3 conference for the game. The song they used in the trailer is really perfect.
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