Such is life...

Well this week was exhausting tbh.  I've been sort of an emotional roller coaster here lately, but after having a nice heart to heart with my mom, and sister I'm feeling a bit better.  I found out my crush indeed has a girlfriend through my sister.  I'm just glad that I know for sure now.  I don't mind seeing the him at work, but at this point I'll take it in stride.  If he wants to be my friend that's cool, but I won't go out of my way to befriend him at this point.  If it happens it happens, if not I'm not going to beat myself up about it.  I'm actually sort of glad I found out before I got to know him that he has a girlfriend.  At least I know for sure now, and I don't have to wonder.

On a positive note both my coat, and jacket came today and I really love them both.  I'd been intending to buy a winter coat for a while now, but I hadn't really gotten around to it until now.  We've been getting some really cold days so I figured I needed one.  I have coats, but they're sort of worn out so I needed a new one.  I love this one because it's comfortable, and it's meant to keep you warm when it's really cold.

That aside I've been playing lots of Nier Automata since I realized I hadn't come close to finishing it.  My coworker was talking about how much he enjoyed the game, and told me I should finish it.  I'm glad I started playing it again though.  The story is really interesting, and I'm looking forward to seeing how it plays out.  I've also still been playing Assassin's Creed Origins, as well as Dark Souls II.  Despite everything that happened with the crush I have been making other friends at work.  I guess when one door closes another one opens.  Also my sister is convinced that I need to get a puppy which isn't a bad idea tbh.  I'm considering it.