exhausting week

[illusion_is_mine]

This week was rather exhausting.  It was my first week back to work after my grandmother's funeral so I knew it would be rough.  I also just found out another family member passed away this morning due to surgical complications.  It's been so insane this year.  She was someone I was not very close to, but it's really crazy how so many people have died in my family within such a short time span.  I get very anxious these days because of this.  It makes me realize how fragile human life is.  It's also made me annoyed at people who don't realize life is too short to be angry, and pissed off about trivial things that don't matter.  

That aside this week hasn't been too bad...so far anyway.  I don't think I've really dealt with my grandmother's death yet.  I mean I went to the funeral, and everything, but I feel like I still haven't come to terms with everything.  

The one positive thing to happen this week is I got my computer fixed.  Due to everything that's been happening I kept putting it off, but my mom found a near by place that fixes computers, and took it by there for someone to look at it.  He found that it just needed cleaning, and that's why the fan was running so much.  He cleaned it out over the weekend, and I ended up picking it up yesterday.  It feels nice to use my newer computer again, and not have suffer through using the old one.  

Well that's all for now.