illusion_is_mine

 This week was pretty good.  I had a coworker pull me to the side yesterday, and tell me that I had a beautiful voice, and that I seem to be more outgoing lately.  She said that it seemed like I had a lot to say about different things, and I seemed to know what I was talking about.  She also mentioned that I should think about doing some sort of podcasting or something where I talk about things that interest me in a broadcasting type form.  I was really surprised when she told me that.  Truth be told I have felt myself going through some personal growth, and a bit of a transformation lately.  Maybe it's because I'm getting older, and I'm not too certain, but it was good to hear somebody say something good about me.  It's something that has crossed my mind lately actually.

That being said I've been trying to steer clear of negativity, and negative people lately.  So yeah I guess I am going through a sort of transformation.  

I think what's been helping me is listening to different podcast that are very positive, helpful in giving me a different perspective on things. I believe you can learn a lot from people by listening to their experiences, and what they have to say.  

As for music stuff I bought the new Kittie documentary, and it was really interesting.  I think it's unfortunate what they had to put up with in the music industry because they were female musicians.  It was a band I was really into in high school, and it was really insightful to see all the hardships they went through as a band throughout the years.   

On to fandom things so I can fangirl about this.  Sega announced they're re-releasing an HD version of Shenmue 1, and 2 for the PS4, XB1, and PC!  They also announced a bunch of classic Sega titles coming to the Nintendo Switch.  They also mentioned as possibly porting over some Dreamcast, and Sega Saturn games to the Switch!  I'm super hype about this.  I almost bought a Sega Saturn back in the day, but ended up getting a Playstation.  I feel like there are a ton of the Saturn, and Dreamcast titles I missed out on.  I had a Sega Genesis as a kid so this is a total win for me.  I feel like there were a ton of Sega titles in general that I missed out on in the past.  So this is really awesome news.

 Yesterday was a huge bummer.  I think I caught a virus from someone at work yesterday, and I ended up feeling really sick.  I did do my 8 hour shift at work, but I went home around 2:30 pm so I could recover at home.  I came home, and took some stomach medicine, and took a much needed nap.  After that I woke up and tried to game a bit, but I didn't really have the strength to play video games for long.  I ended up falling asleep early after eating dinner.  

I'm feeling much better today thankfully.  My stomach still feels weird so I've tried not to eat anything heavy today.  I really want ice cream, and some cheese cake my mom made last night, but my stomach says no.  

Today I played Final Fantasy XV for most of the day, and ended up getting relatively far along in the game.  Noctis and crew have really grown on me so far, especially Prompto.  His carefree, happy attitude is very enduring.  Also Ignis is hilarious with his whole "Ha!  I've found a new recipe!"  proclamation in the most random of places in the game...lol.  

That aside I've also been playing Dragon Quest: Heroes (for the PS4), and Devil May Cry on the PS2.  Both games are really enjoyable.  I'd been meaning to check out the Devil May Cry series for years, but never gotten around to it until recently.  I also bought a copy of Chrono Cross for the PS1.  I've been getting into lots of rpg games lately.  I've been enjoying those type of games way more than fps games lately.  I've always been fond of games with a good plot, and an interesting story.  

Well I'm going to go try to feel better.  Later.